我__你

我没谈过恋爱
好听点是谨慎
其实是没那个勇气

很气自己只懂得缩在一旁
然后默默的暗恋
嗯 很典型的金牛座呵呵

最近 听到这首歌
周兴哲唱出了我的心声

想爱你的冲动 我只能笑着带过

其实也没打算告白啦
毕竟我要离开了
告白了也不长久
也就别耽误人家了
何况人家也不一定喜欢我

就当作留恋吧
友情比爱情走得更长久

缘分未到家。

就让我默默守护你 一直到我离开...
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20岁7个月 的自己
9 months to leave.

Hello my fucking holiday!

HAHAHAHAHAHA HELLO MA FUCKING HOLIDAY!

Days that I spent to sleep at 8pm and wake up at 3am to study, goodbye! 

Even taking only one subject was so depressed. I almost went mad!

Maybe I aim too high. Grade A for the only subject.

And dafuq things on the textbook my lecturer taught us only the simplest one LOL
so... you know. That's so complicated feeling.

So after having my madness gone, back to normal. Study, still.

I myself know I have been changing a lot. 

Is it me became so beatable all this while? One final almost kill my spirit!

Uhmm should have reflect on my time management.

I should spend some time to read the textbook by the lecture is given. So I could ask my lecturer. Okay. Good. Make a decision to spend some time on my study.

Now, it's time for my FUCKING HOLIDAY! ENJOY!

So called FINAL :/

Uhm almost there.

Don't really catch a timing to study for this semester. Uh, should be every semester.

No kick. No motivation. EVERYTIME.

But I found out midnight time is the golden study time!

So I sleep at 8pm and wake up and 3 am to study hahahhaha

Gym

Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale....

Omg. Even doing this action I feel like gaining fats.

Dafuq?

I am just 20 years old and I started to feel like my metabolism is SLOWING DOWN.

I just cannot accept the truth. Haih.

But it's okay. I am tough enough.
SOLUTION. GYM.
I am so obsessed with people's nice body no matter guy or ladies!
So damn SEXY.
I want it.
So let's do GYM.

LOST & FOUND

看了这张照片很有感觉
上了大学3个学期了
觉得好像有些东西不见了
又说不上是什么

然后
思考过一段时间
我想大概是那份一定要的精神吧

加油！

Memory lost

I have been using this 2 keys for a couple months. Since I move out from my uni's hostel to student apartment near my uni. 

Haiyaya.. The drawing doesn't really look like keys. I know right. Forgive my poor skills. Just to show how similar they are. 

So, the left key is my home key. And the right key is my hostel key. 

I am 20 years old only this year! (uh teen or adult?)

But I keep messing up which key to be used for my home or my hostel.

EVERY TIME.

Huuhhhh? I AM OLD? 

Sad but true... I am so getting old. 

Miss the old me. Good memory me.

Guess this is part of growth too.

Growth

不怕得不到
只怕努力了还得不到

这样一个星期下来 做了 看了 懂了 松了 痛了
我真的痛了
好气自己 好没用

快快痛了 快快成长吧 我不要在这样下去了
我讨厌这样的我
我要越战越勇!!
我要成功!